Hi! I’m Kristi (she/her),
a Wayfinder & Post-Capitalism Dream Weaver
Welcome!
What to Know
I’m a Martha Beck-certified Wayfinder Master Coach, talking circle facilitator, and member of the oft-ignored Gen X cohort.
I’m also a neuro-spicey (AuDHD) 1/3 Reflector with a Leo Sun, Libra Moon, and Cancer Rising. My element is water.
I believe that capitalism is rotten to its core and is actively composting. I believe that collapse is here, that it would take force majeure (what insurance companies refer to as an act of God) to reverse our current trajectory, and that accepting this is more liberating than depressing. I believe that remembering who we truly are, moving from individualism to collectivism, and re-wilding our lives through the deepening of our holy connection with Mama Earth and the Cosmos is needed if we are to survive.
And I believe that wayfinding is the single most powerful approach to not only surviving collapse but to create the life-affirming world that our souls ache deeply for.
Many moons ago, I lived in the trenches of direct action and can proudly say that I most definitely did not prop up capitalism! These days — as a 50-year-old woman reflecting back on my twenties — I find myself yearning to return to my anti-capitalist (more like post-capitalism dream weaving) roots…but without having to source my meals from garbage dumpsters or seek handouts or bucket-flush toilets while squatting buildings (#unpleasant).
Instead, my personal focus today is on moving into deeper integrity with my values — even as I continue to earn income, pay bills, and (basically) stay engaged in “normal” life. Part of this is because I live with a man I adore, part of this is because my body isn’t as spry as it once was, and part of this is because I want others to be inspired by my day-to-day actions (rather than be mortified by them!). Because at the end of the day, the more people who move into deeper integrity with their core values, the greater chance we’ll have at composting capitalism before humanity itself gets composted.
That is all.
More Stuff
I studied economics in undergrad and was about 2/5 through my thesis — after having completed all the required coursework — for my MS in applied economics before I threw in the towel. I do not regret this decision and later got an MPA instead (it’s like an MBA for the public and nonprofit sectors).
I love learning and if it weren’t for the cost, I’d probably be studying philosophy or even astrophysics (it was one of my favorite courses in undergrad!) right now. But I’m done taking out student loans, thank you very much.
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Coach Training:
Martha Beck and the faculty at Martha Beck Inc have been fabulous mentor coaches. I received world-class coach and master coach training and mentorship from Martha, JVo, Carla, Jen, Renee, Amy, and others.
Facilitation:
I’d like to offer a nod to Adi Shakti, founder of SoulWork, for the trauma-sensitive and trauma-informed group facilitation, yoga teacher, and meditation and pranayama teacher trainings that have made my offerings richer.
I’d also like to pay my respects to Chris Maddox, founder of The Wild Woman Project, for the work she’s offering the world in women’s circle facilitation and soul re-wilding.
And to my 12-Step sponsor way back in the day (who must remain anonymous), an enormous thank you. My path would be very different today — and not for the better — if it weren’t for our weekly phone calls.
Vocational Guidance+:
I hold so much gratitude towards Megan Leatherman, founder of A Wild New Work. Megan offers such rich, undefinable, and accessible programming on the origins of capitalism and how to navigate it through the lens of moving into right relationship with the land and with the help of our wise and well ancestors. I am deeply drawn to her work and am ever so grateful that she offers it.
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I spend time in solitude every morning, though what I do in solitude shifts with life’s seasons.
I’m writing this in June 2026, and my current morning ritual is to wake up without an alarm at around 5:30 or 6, steep a mug of green tea, and spend maybe an hour in the backyard with my thoughts, journal, and possibly a book.
I’m always barefoot — feet in contact with the dewy grass — and with a Pendleton throw draped over my lap. The golden hour is my favorite time of day, and once the sun rises above the garage, I meander back inside.
From there, anything goes. If I’m struggling with something, I’ll pull some cards from my absolute favorite new deck by Lindsay Mack: Soul Tarot. If I have a newsletter to write, I’ll do that. Maybe I’ll spend more time reading. Or maybe I’ll check my email and make breakfast.
In other seasons, I’ve sat in silent meditation first thing, sometimes with the addition of a self—guided yin yoga practice followed by a walk to Gompers Park Lagoons.
I’ve learned not to get too attached to a particular morning ritual and instead follow what my soul’s yearning for.
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I have an adult daughter who has flown the nest and who I have a great relationship with.
I live with my partner and half-time with his two kiddos. We have a couple of rescue kitties, which often make cameos in my newsletter. I used to foster pit bulls and may do so again someday.
My partner and I are night-and-day different. I’m staunchly anti-capitalist and he is the director of business development for a boutique hedge fund accounting firm. He is also a comedian, and I am a quirky-but-never-even-remotely-funny human! He loves Vegas and I just want to be a hermit in dark sky country. But we work so well together — we have a lot of love and mutual respect — and so who TF cares that we’re so freaking different. I love you, Bob.
My family of origin lives in Montana and Alaska, and I lived in Montana for over a decade. If it weren’t for Bob and if it weren’t for the near-constant ban on outdoor fires, I’d probably be there right now. For their privacy, I don’t think I’ll say more than that.
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Activism+:
I’m a barefoot, tree-hugging, Gen X hippie. I once sat in a tree slated for logging, got arrested for locking down in Senator McCain’s office on the 2000 New Hampshire primary election, and got run over by a motorcycle cop at the Battle of Seattle.
I’ve been invited into sacred sweat lodges in Minnesota and Arizona led by tribal community elders, smoked peace pipes and smudged in sacred ceremony, and joined the ex-wife of longtime political prisoner Leonard Peltier on a five-day spiritual fast during his failed 2000 clemency bid.
I’ve drunk from a bottle of cheap wine concealed in a paper bag while in the bucket of a 48 — December wind whipping through my hair — while riding the rails in the PNW.
I’ve been a short-term editor at the EarthFirst! Journal, worked as a union spy, and — a decade later — was on the receiving end of recruitment attempts by the CIA. My adult life is filled with not-so-common experiences that have shaped who I am today.
Mental health:
I spent my formative years depressed and suicidal, with a total of four weeks of involuntary hospitalization under my belt. I nearly died from a suicide attempt on my 20th birthday that brought me to the ER followed by days in the ICU. My first spiritual awakening happened a few months later, when I heard an actual voice out of nowhere say: “You are responsible for your own happiness.”
That simple declarative did what a cocktail of meds and years of therapy couldn’t: free me from my constant state of suffering.
Today and for most of the last 30 years of my life, my mental health is extremely solid. I do have a therapist because my health insurance covers it, and I feel so blessed to have Shelby in my back pocket during those times when I’m really struggling with something. It is my wish that everyone had a Shelby to process the hard shit with.
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I currently work as a senior financial analyst at a wonderful nonprofit that provides early childhood education and supports to under-resourced children and families. I love my coworkers and the organization, but I struggle with its recent mandate that I embrace agentic AI, as well as the fact that my work doesn’t allow me to make use my gifts. I am grateful to receive a paycheck in this economy from such a great organization, AND I look forward to eventually transitioning into work that allows me to thrive. My desire is that someday this will be full-time Deeper Integrity.
Education:
MPA from University of Montana
BS in economics from Montana State University
Extensive post-graduate study in applied economics
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Human Design: 1/3 Reflector
Astrology:
Sun: Leo
Moon: Libra
Rising: Cancer
Chiron: Taurus, 10th or 11th houseMyers-Briggs: INFP
Kolbe A: Quick Start
CliftonStrengths: (1) Connectedness, (2) Responsibility, (3) Strategic, (4) Developer, (5) Belief
Neurodivergence: AuDHD, with a very high dose of justice sensitivity.
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Being barefoot — seeing with my feet — whether I’m inside or (my favorite!) on a muddy, clay-packed trail.
Sitting in silent meditation. This is what got me through one of the most grueling dark nights of the soul imaginable.
Journaling by lantern light. Or just sitting in darkness.
En route to the Battle of Seattle (c. 1999)
Home (c. 1999)
A Few Pics
Avoiding moose while in Alaska (c. 2025)
Lying in a tree (c. 2021)
My Theme Song
I first heard Dancing on the Ruins back in 1998, and it has remained one of my absolute favorite songs nearly three decades later.
Truly, it’s my theme song! It’s fucking upbeat and fun, with a banjo and everything. It was an antidote to the despair and hopelessness that I often experienced during my direct action years, and it makes me smile today every time I listen to it. I hope you dig it as much as me!
A Playlist
I quit Spotify and Soundcloud a while back. I tried Bandcamp, which is a cool platform for supporting artists, but which lacks a lot of the music I dig. I discovered Deezer and have been quite happy with it.
Anyway, here’s a playlist that you can expect to grow. If you’re into sister circles and dig a “guitars around the campfire” vibe, you’ll probably dig this. I may add more playlists later. Just because.